Mind Race

im living in a world full of hate

and i cant find a way to escape

i have a mind full of evil thoughts

that i can never seem to shake

vengence was always on my

mind when i was back in my prime

but when the lights are off and im

in my bed i remember the thing

i did in the past and think of all

the reasons it did not last im

not the smartest when in class

but when i write i feel like a shiny piece

of brass i tend to ramble when i write

but it all makes sense when i contemplate

about my life at night , being sent away from

my family overnight because of a desision

i made one night , i did  not even put

up  fight everything happens for a reason

a year away was all i needed now i can say

i succeded!