mind wars

Not all signs are easily read like street signs, and not all test are standardized, but maybe ill get the truth if i look into your eyes. You see lately its been one hell of a ride, going up and down then side to side, is this the start of my fears, the ride to a lonely paradise. Or is my imagination swerving although the road is not curving, im told i shouldn't worry even though my sight is getting blurry, but my mind is stuck in ice like I chugged down a mcflurry. I can always deal with the physical but now this war has gone mental, and i dont know if i shoud be worried to finish this story, but i have to see it threw, take it page by page till the hard cover says im threw.