Mindless Love Despair

Am I on your mind 
We like at each other like we're lost lovers 
But we don't talk like we use to 
Do you miss me 
Call me crazy I automatically push myself back when I don't feel the same but baby can you convince me that nothing has changed
I shouldn't be this blind to you 
I been through this before 
A mindless love despair 
I feel so numb 
I cant move nor I can't get you out of my head 
I can't get over the rain
I can't get over the way you looked at me 
You made me feel loved now I feel like dirt 
I shouldn't be this blind to you 
I been through this before 
A mindless love despair 
I need to tell you a few things to get it off my mind
But you never reply anyways. 
I feel stupid falling for you like this 
Only knowing I'll be at war with my feelings 
I'm such a wreck around you I get shy and anxiety attacks by the dozen 
Oh, If you only knew why I'd get them. 
You make me feel worthless you make me feel pain. 
Oh how the irony. 
I only do it for you 
I only wanted your lust and desire. 
I shouldn't be this blind to you 
I been through this before 
A mindless love despair 
I need to know. 
What do you want to do. I don't want to waste my time and feelings if you're not gonna be there 
I shouldn't be this blind to you 
I been through this before 
A mindless love despair