Miss you forever

(I came up from the darkness without you,and since then, my world has been a darker shade of grey. As I look up to the stars I wonder, why me? How do I live without you? My heart aches knowing that I will never get a chance to see you, to hold you, to smell your baby breath. No chance for you to enjoy a single breath of what we all take for granted, life. How do I miss you when I've never met you? Why am I drowning in tears and dying every day? I think its because the day that I finally realized that you were a part of me, I lost you. I miss you so much, when can my heart rest? I can't take this anymore. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think about you. What would have been, could have been, My son. You will always have my heart, and I will love you forever, to the moon and back.)