Missing Hearts *loving those that do not feel the same makes me tick*

I search for four leaf clovers


Just so I can give them to you


I wish every chance I get


And set my heart on them to come true


 


I deny everyone I know


Just so I'll be there when you need me


I will make myself invisible


If it hurts for you to see


 


I walk through fire and flames


And freeze in a pool of ice


I ignore everyone else


I believe your lies


 


I stay home alone by myselef


When I know you're with.....


And when I became doubtful


I just think of everything we once were


 


I bleed with my heart cut open


And smile despite all the pain


I pretend and act so normal


When really I am going insane


 


I close all the cutrains


And lock every door


If you don't want me to be around


Then I won't anymore


 


I stand and wait


Loyal and bound


And when someone else wants me


I am never around


 


I am only yours


Waiting for your command


Chained by love


And barely able to stand


 


You just leave me


Starving and lying in the dirt


I'm the one who will save you


But I'm the one you hurt


 


Sad, how pitiful


A story can be


Even when it comes


To strong little me


 


Despite how you act


I think I see how you feel


You want everything


But you can't make everything real


 


So I will keep wishing


And you will never come


And I will finally finish


Before you've even begun


 


But one day you're going to need me


And happily I will be there


Because we can act like we don't love each other


But we will always care


 


So here I will stand chained


And bound by these broken parts


Standing sad and sound


Speaking with missing hearts


That will never be found

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