missing people

Do you ever lay in your bed on your side and cry about the way you feel. it could be lonely, layin there with your knees to your chest and your arms wrapped around them  holding yourself , trying to keep comfort ,but you actually wish and think about that special person you want there with you hugging , her arms wrapped around you and rubbing your head and then wipe your tears and tell you everything is going to be okay even though you can't hear them because your cries are so loud that you can't breath and even though as much as you want to believe everything will be okay you truly know it won't as theirs arms flex and you finally realize you have to relax and take that breath of i have to get over it and relax a little but the pain doesn't seem to go away as the water works are still flowing. you feel their heartbeat on yours and you feel the warmth of you and them together. but you come to realize no one was ever their and no one will be. then the day comes where you feel so lost and separated from the world that you don't even think about anybody to lay in bed with you and tell you everything will be okay but in the end you just got your self and have to apricate it but when you young all you want is love and hope for the best and i hope for the best for all of you but stay happy and keep going