Missing you

Everything seems to repeat in my head like a song on repeat,and I know how the lyrics go. Not knowing what to say or do,like google searching for something you need to know. Can't sit and cry anymore,only feeling numb to feel anything. Have I choose this path to walk on. Everything I have been through has lead me to where I am today. I can't say i'm surprised,but I am shocked. The best has yet to come. Only hoping for the best and I will get it. Long way to the top,don't need to rest. I will make it to the top and hope to get only the best.