Mistakes

I have made so many mistakes in my life, how bout i name just a few.

1. I went out with a fat, dumd a** guy who thought he could date two girls at once( I dont think so) 

2. Lied to my mother bout going some where but I really went to a boys house and lost the only innocence i had left

3. Liked one guy straight for three years but after things are going "good" he hits on my friend behind my back for longer than I knew.

4. Let my wall down for this one boy and wish i never did because he broke my heart by doing stupid issh

5. A guy who acted like he like me but couldnt get his feelings on point and eventually hurt me

If you havent caught my drift yeat but most of my mistakes are wit boys, lol why i really dont know to tell you the truth.

I wear my heart on my sleves if you have not noticed and when i fall, trust me a fall hard.

Do I hate it?? Of course i do. I wish it was as easy as Hannah in SUla where she had sex got bored and moved on, lol it aint like that for me.

My mistakes have been in chosing boys in life and thee decisions i decided to make. 

I tell you now, and forever, im done with all boys. This dont mean im going to girls, lol none of that, it just means now im going to take time of to think about me and no one else. If you got a problem I guess you got to go fix it because from here on out, I am not wasting anymore mistakes on BOYS!!