MOM

mom why is it that you dont love me why cant the truth set you free i smile to get past the hurt i beg for you to love me ,when will i ever learn i wanted my life to end i never wanted the materialistic things ,nor friends just tell me i will leave you alone just tell me then i will be long gone you dont know the pain that ive beared as a kid i always said it wasnt fair youve never loved me as your own and your house was never my home i wondered why you never loved me i just thought it wasnt meant to be i thought i was the cause of your pain with that mind set i was always in shame crying on the inside smiling on the out you said you will always love me, but i always had my doubts finally i just gave up,no more little girl i never enjoyed my life,so i said f*&$ the world mom i hope youre happy,you might as well have taken my life but no more looking down i will be looking at the sky i proceed with my life, loving you from a distance i promised myself to never give up, and just kept praying for my wishes i gave up comming to you, i will continue on with the world mom i will ALWAYS love you and be your little girl I LOVE YOU MOM AND HOPE OUR RELATIONSHIP GETS BETTER alize davis