Moments like this

It's the moments like this that make it hard to resist reaching for that blade and putting lines on your wrist. Its turning up your music to drown out the voices in your head. I know its hard i know your scared your not alone but in this little town you couldnt feel smaller. Its walking out the door with no place in mind walking and walking losing all sense of time. The destination doesnt matter you've got no place in mind just trying to outpace the demons in your head. They say it's okay and that you'll be alright but you know its a lie you. you push it down you bury it deep put a smile that the world will believe. You sigh a heavy sigh and push on through your life another day its the same routine that wears you down, its this system of dont ask questions that got you so messed becuase everyday in the back of your mind you keep screaming why. Theres never any answers just doubts and questions and a life that goes n forever in this same fashion. You ask whats the point why try this is me telling you i know how you feel because you and me are facing the same ordeal.