The Moments

Gazing upon the sunset I am approach by the thoughts in my head.

I roll over to my notebook meaning to write but i wonder instead.

Fearing the moments I have in my head.

Hoping to have faith and be strong within.

Its dark  and its quiet.

I fell into my bed.  Where am I, What do I see up ahead.

Im dreaming not awake as these moments fill up my head.

Something is attached and holding on to my leg.

I am blind trying to find my way off my bed.

I cannot see, begining to fear of all the things that could be near.

These moments,

I cannot control the throbbing in my head.

No pills, no alchohol to clear my head.

I just looked up above and said Lord take all this pain away.

These moments, are real and more like nightmares.

Facing the fact in the dark,  I become stray.

I lose sight but I keep faith.

These moments,

I stay strong and I walk straight.

It is not cold it is not warm.

I open my eyes it's all white, where have I gone.

I sit up and im sane. im woke but not hurt in vain.

These moments.