momma dis
She is screaming, yelling
Her voice is so compelling
The fear is raging
The anger that I'm caging
Send me to anger management
Fuck it I can handle this
Die from a heart attack
I can have my mother back
Your ill
So addicted do them pills
Throw it all away?
Then bitch about another thing
I got a picture of my mom but
I need the real thing
Shut myself in my room
U popping em like a damn ballons
Used to have so much trust in you
Bang bang bang like a musical tune
The pills are really getting to you
Do you really love us
Or secretly despise of us
Huh mom
Whats really going on
I can't stand to look at you
Them pills make it difficult
Insomnias keeping me awake
Times ticking
Im waiting for another day
Im holding my breath
I'm drowning
Underwater
Constantly surrounding
The screaming in my head won't stop
I shattered that clock on the wall
Because if you stop time
Time stops it all
No wait that's not true
Thats is why I despise you mom
You build me up
just to break me down
I inner soul is taking control now
Beat beat beat my heart is not gon stop
I will not let myself drop
down
Down to your level
Down with the devil
I will not fall
I will stand tall
I'm forever holding on
even when you're gone
I'm standing strong
They yeild pills
I do deals to keep them away
I don't wanna end up like my mom someday
A shell hollow
Nothing there to follow
won't go down that path
And be stuck in you're wrath
My kids won’t go down the path dad
I want better for them not what I had
You walked out
Left without a dought
I wouldn't let you go alone
Back to Kentucky back to our home
I cried the whole way
And even harder the next day
Our conversation started with a laugh
And ended in a fight
I can't even do the math
Nothing adds up this ain’t right
You walked out without an issue
You'd never known howd I've missed you
Never wanted more than a family
But that is something we can't ever be
Mamma cried for hours
Dad never brought her flowers
Dad would be mad and
Make mom sad
Mom would drink to be numb
Don't play me like I'm fucking dumb
I’m remembering it all
Dad would never call
What's next
Because all my dad wanted was sex
He would lie to my mom
And tell her that's she is wrong
10 year anniversary yall split
My Dadda told me to pack my shit
‘’We're going home.’
Home where, this is our home
Is that why you're in so much despair
Think you're heart needs to be repaired
You brain action
Is my satisfaction
You're an idiot
But I don't wanna get into it
You try to sound smart but you ain't shit
But ya talk like you're all about it
Lies
There isn't nothing you can't hide
That i won't find
After all, you're my dad we come from the same mind
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