Monster and victim

by Ingrid alvarez

May 25, 2015

I was so afraid of becoming you that I blocked you out.

I was so terrified that I chose to ignore your existence

All these voices in my head repeating over and over again that I will become what you are.

A monster.

I don't know how I can stop these voices in my head.

Repeating monster monster monster

How can this happen when I ignore that you were ever even in my life.

Do you know what they say about people like me.

They call me a victim.

They call me broken.

They call you monster.

They call you broken.

You broke me by thinking maybe I can fix myself by ruining her.

I am so terrified Of ruining someone else that I avoid people.

I avoid them.

I don't want to be a monster like you.

I will not be your broken plaything. I don't know how I let you dig yourself deep in my skull.

I will not become a monster.

I will be the best I can be.

I will ignore the voices in my head.

I will no longer be a victim.

I will now and forever be a warrior

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