more i try the less i feel

the ones that fade away....

ill look in the mirror but i never see me.

ill look at you but i just get sad, 

feels like i have anxiety.

the more i try the less i feel.

this isn't a way to live.

the ones that fade away...

are the ones that feel my pain,

they run them self over with trains.

they search but never find,

they scream but its silent.

ill look for something,

but i never find.

truth is im lost in the circus of hell,

i close my eyes and dream out of here.

the more i try the less i feel...

this isn't a way to live...

i close my eyes i made a wish to reverse my word...

redrum to murder

love to can't love

the more we try the we feel,

we look in the mirror but all we see...

is the past, i miss your voice i miss your smile,

but this isn't me but its been a while since i seen you,

but the more i try the less i feel....

saw myself in the mirror but im not the same...

drinking till all my feelings go away...

desperate need something real...

more i try less i feel