More Means Empty
I look on the scale
I see three simple numbers
I see those numbers that most people would think are just numbers
But to me
Those numbers are what keeps me going
Those numbers help me see how much im worth
And how much I really am.
Those numbers tell me to make them lower
So as the weeks pass, I still try to get those numbers as low as they can be
So my stomach can be as low as it can be
So my breath can be as low as it can be
So my image can be as low as it can be
But i dont realize that i'm dying
No
I feel like im living for once
Feeling my empty stomach freeze as smooth water travels down
Feeling my full stomach hurl once I feel worthless when i eat
Telling myself
Just one less meal
But in my mind one means more
And more means empty.