A Mother's Acceptance
Mommy. I’m sorry I’m not more like my sister.
I failed my math test today.
Mommy. I’m sorry I’m not more like my brother.
I didn’t win a medal today.
Mommy. I’m sorry I don’t always make you happy.
I broke your favorite vase today.
Mommy. I’m sorry I don’t always listen to you.
I try harder every day.
Mommy. I’m sorry I make you yell at me every day.
I’ll stay in my room.
Mommy. I’m lonely.
Mom. I’m scared. I hear mean voices.
Mom. I’m sorry. I won’t let you control me anymore.
Mom. I must learn to be myself. Love myself.
I will reteach myself what it means to be happy.
What it means to be independent.
What it means to be unique and brave.
How it feels to be loved.
Mommy. I love you.
But I must face my fears and leave you now.
I will become better.
I am not sorry for being myself.