To Much to Fast

I have taken on to much. My burden is far to much for me to carry alone. No one knows how heavy it actually is until they start to carry their cross on their own. I walk this path that is lonely and dark. I do not understand why this is so. I pray. I go to church, but still I feel unwhole. Broken. I have taken a burden that I Cannot carry alone. This dark thing that I carry. Take from me Lord please. Take this burden away. I cannot do this alone. Help me to carry my cross. Help me carry the cross you carried that you were nailed to for my sake. Because now I want to take that burden on as well.