my alien self

im always nice to all of them i never have even met them yet they all give me the go to hell look 

sometimes im the only one to see me as i truly am 

the careing person no one takes a second look at 

a nice person always willing to hear what you have to say 

even when you dont care what i have to say

its like every one else sees me as a horrid monstrosity

i try to see my self as much better 

sometimes a wrap myself in my sweater and think of how much better this town could be

but thats a fantisy 

its plane to see im either not good enough for any one on earth 

or to good 

this place has not alot to offer 

or maybey my posture throws off every ones state of mind 

or maybey there blind to see me for more then a human 

maybey theyll see the alien in me....one day  

                                                              by levi cloninger