my all

I gave him my all

But in the end, my all wasn't enough

I stood by his side through everything

The rumors, the arguments, the fights

I let him take everything out

Mostly on me

Somethings kept between us

countless hours of my life

I gave him almost 3 years of my life

The problem is these feelings won't go away

No matter how hard

I try to replace him

I wish I could just erase everything

Him being my first love

Honestly screwed the fuck outta me

How was I suppose to know what happened next?

Everything was fine until...

Too many differences and not even likeness

In the end, he’s always going to be a part of me

I gave him a part of me

Seems like the moon and back isn't that far

Or forever and always isn't that long

Is it?