My Anger

Sun, 07/07/2013 - 20:20 -- ahines5

 

It's getting heavy I think I'm bout ready to break down. I'm holding on to my last breath. Lord knows I don't wanna drown. 

Your love is what I thought I needed, but instead you gave me hatred and my heart quickly receded. 

*ouch* this love hurts
*ow* as your soul inside me lurks. 

I never was taught how to properly and primly love a man, so if I give you my body, just know that my heart is in your hands. 

I don't know how to eloquently utter my feelings; especially love. But if I'm taking the time to argue and scream, your a main priority and nobody else is above. 

My smile is because of you, but my tears are too. Even though for these 3 years I have always been true.! This body was only for you! PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOES!!! 

*whooooooo* 

Lemme bring it back, sorry if I got a little off track. Let's get back to the topic before it starts to lack. 

My love is more powerful than the loudest weed. More abundant than the 7 seas. And yet that is something you can't see. 

But when it all comes down to it your no better anyway. Cuz we made a baby and now your running away. Where are you in the middle of the night when I'm throwing up?! You don't ever ask about OUR child and how he's forming up. 

But it's fine because I know my baby is gonna love me! Regardless if you decide to be a DADDY or a DEADBEAT.! 

Nobody is gonna take this love from me! Whether you plan on being in the picture or not; I gotta make ME happy.!!

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