MY BARREN CRAGE

My Barren Crags 

By this my steal hearth among these barren crags
My heart will build deeper faith
to the Most High

I cannot rest my head 
because of the long hours I travel
My heart keeps beating on like a drum 
Thump, thump, thump

I will drink Life in 
day and night asking Jehovah God 
to please remove all my sins 
from my darken heart that has been ripped apart 

All my time I have enjoyed my life for the good 
In reality I have suffered without my mothers love 
She had always beaten me down
calling me her black seed 

But my heart will never give up 
This darken rain cast it's pain of lies down on me
my emotions are starting to take over me
the words of the past hurts me really bad

I will never let my heart give in to the darkness 
no matter what pain I am in 
I will always roam with a hungry heart to love 
only one God and his name is Jehovah 

There has been much I have seen
in this old darken world that keeps beating down on me
judging me thinking they are a God 

Their hate has given in to sin 
their hearts are cold and dark like rocks deep within
my mothers un love will never end 
but I do forgive her for the pain she has given me

I will find my heart when my life is no longer cold
in a battle of lies is what I have always been told
I walk the streets up and down 
like a lost clown crying my eyes out

Hoping to find that part of me 
that has been lost for some time
I given my heart to the higher power 
I pray night and day too find my way to better days 

I will not give up faith on my child that I gave life 
My heart is cut beaten within
I will never give up on my sons and on my daughters
I never want my heart to be as cold as my own mothers

All my experience is an arch breakthrough Gleams 
that untraveled world whose margin fades of lost dreams
Forever when I move along in this pain
I know within my heart peace will soon find me

True love is what my heart will remain
How dull is my pain
To rest in a unfurnished pain of my mothers love 
to my beloved sons and daughters 

I will never give up on any of you 
I will not be that poor black seed my own mother called me
my heart keeps moving along through the breath of life
Jehovah my God never left my side 

Every hour that pass on by 
I cry to find my beloved son that had been lost for some time
he is always on my mind day and night for life
I he is alright because my God Jehovah is watching over his life

The knowledge of true love 
faith from heaven above 
like a sinking star my heart will shine in the dark 
This is my son my beloved one I walked around with his photo
To whom I leave the scepter of my words 

While people look down on me for what I believe 
They hide from me what they know of my beloved son 
I give them Jehovah's words and tell the homeless too keep 
hanging on God will be her soon 

I will never give up on my son 
I am his mother and he is my lost son
a mothers love is a gift from Jehovah to me
He put my heart at easy in that cold winter breeze

When I am in gloom of darkness lost at sea 
My souls that has been toiled of my mothers lies 
I cry day and night 
it's been like a thunder that shine deep within 

I pray Free my heart that's braking in two 
The deep Moans I cry for my son to find his way back 
to you Jehovah God
please let him and all my kids be safe to the very end .

Poetic Lilly J. Emery (c)