MY BIGGEST MONSTER

I made a dirge out of empty nothing It made sense and I reacted by applauding It was a perfect harmony of nonsense a rhythmic symphony of how I'll be sentenced So tainted I b'came faithfully reckless that ended being jaded Fear my biggest monster slowly chokes out Like the diminutive voices of marching scout. Faith pregnant of blessing untold oblivious of this until I'm faith consumed as it unfold. What a bask as I relax in faith without lax I'm exposed to strength like a demigod I'm held by guidance like the Shepard's rod. What strength I didn't quite know its taste oh how its now clear how fear had me laid in waste I glared then I stared how from within I was stirred I'm swayed by every trivia of optimism I spew my Pearl of life as I hold life in favouritism I recklessly soar in the wind of trust and belief Not any soothsayer could tell better such relief Like a wave I gave myself to life like fingers on every octave My heart blossom as faith domiciles in my bosom My spine leaps, I'm carried in a charm specially winsome Not educators but faith taught me the imperatives of trust I'm on a lane that opens me to a path where I won't rust How faith kills heart dearth & immunes my heart to death