My birthday

My birthday it's coming up It will be the first one were I would be able to celebrate it with someone special Last birthday I spent it at the grave side of a loved one that I miss with all my heart And the rest after that weren't so nice So this birthday I'm excited I got someone on my side To celebrate with me Even if he doesn't have much to have him is everything The down side is he has finals all day on my birthday And to add on to this his best friend is my x from a long time ago He wants to celebrate it with us and I dont know what to say He was my first love the man I was supposed to marry For him to go from how can you be with her to let's celebrate her birthday together I want a birthday were I can have fun and do free from responsibilities and just be me for once to do what I want to We shall see how this birthday comes around