My Brave Soldier

I am hurt and worried I wonder what will happen I hear gun shots, and bombs falling I see you drop in a red, dark, world I want you to stay, but you insist to go I am hurt and worried I pretend that my feelings are alright I feel a cold shiver once that last heart beat thumps I touch your shoulder waiting to change your mind I worry that you will never come back I cry as you turn towards the light I am hurt and worried I understand that its for the good I say "God will be with you forever" I dream of you coming back safely I try to hold every emotion I hope you will always feel my love for you inside I am hurt and worried