My Character

I know not what he is I know what I want A smile, an embrace, a place in his heart A recognizable journey One that we'd take Hand in hand, all our emotion at stake But one simple move and the path is lost Again my head spins with an unbearable cost Dreams of his face and nights laid winkless I hear again a voice that once made weakest Yet where does my character go? It has been built too fast A collage of experiences, present and past Blurred with sentiment too hard to control Once my broken soul heals, where does my character go?