My Collision

The heart in me is delusional, deceiving and too unrealistic

My mind is too judgmental, cold, analytical and logistic

I'm scared to feel and my natural sense is safe

but I know, true living is hard when you have dreams you never chase

No dreams come to my mind or heart

The only decision they both can agree on,

their main focus is you

I see you, I feel you, but my heart is wrong

I shouldn't desire you

This is my mind speaking, which I have to follow by

I feel better, but then I don't…

constantly changing every time

My mind is where I'm comfortable

I can give reason behind my actions

But I should live through my heart more

Take bigger chances with stronger passions

Used to I could cover any feelings,

I was always lead by a sturdy, intelligent mind

But lately my aspirations have become too loud and complex to define