My Darkness hour

Everyday been waiting to lsolated myself. Everytime I try to talk to someone no knows how I feel but God feel like there's no one to trust it feels like my mind is one sided Everytime look around the it feels like the room is moving everything I lay down to sleep I woke up but there's no one there no one there every day I been crying to to help get this pain off my shoulders. But it's seems to not work with all this pain I can't even thank and d even know watch way to go hoping God can put in the right direction hopefully one day all this pain will go away.