My dear Friend

oh my lovely friend , how you walked with me , talked with me, helping me get through my lonely days. its always been a missing piece in my life for a very long time. but see you believed in me even when i knew what i was capable of but just didnt believe it myself. ooh my precious friend:something in this life just isnt right. i wish i knew the pain you felt or at least i couldve at least helped you through. ooh my beautiful friend: im so sorry i couldnt hear your cry, crying out  for love, crying out  for acceptance. ooh my goofy friend: awwh man how we laughed til we shed tears, my days were better than, knowing i could call you anytime and you was always riding til the end. ooh my amazing friend: gentle, caring, just one of a kind. i swear to god, im missing you ,but ion think they understand. since you left everyday has been a struggle for me, trying to find me again. because the pain just lingers around me, this life has taught me so many things. never take anything for granted. ooh my friend: more like a sister to me, i ask whats her kids life without her, Do they even have one now. praying that they find peace , i hope they never lose sight of the way you felt about them. losing you was like a nightmare i just cant wake up from losing you caused a deeper whole in my heart that wont ever go away. losing you took some life from me.  But losing you i told myself ima be better just for you. ooh my dear friend losing you broke my heart forreal. and ooh my dear friend even though god needed you, he didnt know i needed you more.  now my question is ooh my lovely friend, how do i move on.