My deepest repentance

 

 

 

Hurt you with no intention 

I know the pain  lingers there still

I put the bullet filled with lies and ex lover files /old flames 

In the revolver 

In a gun that was already scolding hot 

And I pulled the trigger and robbed you out of your love 

You might've chosen to hide it 

But inside you still care 

I know that the wounds sometimes still feel tender 

I'm sorry 

I apologize 

I failed to mention That I was still scorned 

From my past flames 

I'm sorry I couldn't burn the bridges sooner rather than later  

 when I did it was a little too late 

I'm sorry 

I apologize 

That I failed to mention 

That I learned the hard way 

That while you're too busy 

Being mistreated by another 

The one you let go of or ignored could've treated you way better

You see me and you have a lot in common 

We both yearned and tossed and turned 

Thinking about the ones who hurt us 

But expect this time instead of his face popping up 

Mine will replace his

And tainted messages that showcased the false reality that I implanted in your mind that  filled your head up and pumped your ego up with lies 

 

At this moment I wasn't myself

I was that guy that stayed on Fruitwood 

That promised that he would take care of me 

Not degrade me and half ass ignore me 

Like I'm a baby and he was the unfit mother 

I'm sorry 

I apologize 

That I failed to mention 

When you thought I really cared for you 

When I ripped your heart into a million tiny pieces 

because I was really using you to get over that guy over there 

I'm sorry 

I apologize 

I still care about you 

Sounds kind of cliche 

I really want to tell you 

I never meant to hurt you 

But at this moment in time you probably don't care anyway 

I'm sorry 

I apologize 

I failed to mention 

That everything and everybody can't be replaced 

I'm sorry 

I apologize 

That the only thing I can say is 

I'm sorry 

I apologize