My diary

my heart is filled with heartbreaks and loses. the more I try to fix it, the more it breaks me from fixing it. 

My pains are far from numb even with the trips I indulge to wear the pains away so it's hard to say I'm not cursed because everything I do suddenly goes wrong.

I feel the emptiness inside of me yet I'll still have to be a man and face my duty than bend to my feelings.

Today is another day to face my broken heart so I'll live it with one mandate of accepting my loses while the winnings grow.

 

I know who I am, I know what I'll become because I see who I've become so it doesn't scare me whenever life tears me apart instead it dares me and teaches me how to embrace pain and live without winning understanding how winning teaches weakness just as we find strength in pains.

So I'll be fine today, I'll be fine enough to wear a smile today and teach my people that there's still happiness in pain so long we understand that for every lose; there's a gain.