my dreams

<div>&nbsp;</div><div>&nbsp;</div><div>Life is a mess,</div><div>life is a mission it is a test,</div><div>many succeed&nbsp; many fail,</div><div>trials and tribulations on its tail,</div><div>try to bring us down to the worst we can be,</div><div>so we are ever conflicted and never free,</div><div>family,friends and love ones seems to care ,</div><div>but when you are tested they are never there,</div><div>at your saddest moments they can&#39;t be found ,</div><div>but when there&#39;s success they are always around ,</div><div>&nbsp;</div><div>They see only the happy you but not what is on the inside,</div><div>due to you not being able to show them so you hide ,</div><div>your feelings ,your thoughts and your depression ,</div><div>your pain ,your sorrow ,your troubles and emotions ,</div><div>always left in the dark and shadowed by others,</div><div>your friends ,parents&nbsp; and family misses you when your gone but never notice you&#39;re there ,&nbsp;</div><div>never realizing the importance&nbsp; of your presence until,you disappear&nbsp;&nbsp;</div><div>the family you love doesn&#39;t love you the way you do,</div><div>the friend you consider&nbsp; friends don&#39;t consider you,</div><div>the people around you that you wouldn&#39;t&nbsp; stab in the, back would do it to you in the blink of an eye without looking back</div><div>&nbsp;</div><div>You always seem to give second chances but never get in return.</div><div>but you always forgive and forget&nbsp; because you never learn.</div><div>material things puts on their face a bright smile ,</div><div>but like material things that lasts for a while,</div><div>back to square one&nbsp; the hatred the longing to belong,&nbsp;</div><div>the loneliness the foreshadowing&nbsp; the weakened bond, that was once strong ,</div><div>all dissappear&nbsp; like smoke in the western breeze,</div><div>conflicting your mind which was once at ease.</div><div>very few people to talk to&nbsp; and share your mindset ,</div><div>to curb the emotions&nbsp; that you feel and have felt,&nbsp;&nbsp;</div><div>pouring it into your poetry and essays but never sends a message ,</div><div>cause there is no one to read a sentence a paragraph a stanza or a passage.</div><div>&nbsp;</div>

<div>my dreams are for me and for me alone,</div><div>to create a path and destination of my own,</div><div>my dreams are to tour the world ,</div><div>fall in love with the right girl ,</div><div>to be successful&nbsp; and an influencer,</div><div>to be a exeptional&nbsp; doctor and an outstanding lawyer,</div><div>&nbsp;</div><div>my dreams are for me and for me alone,</div><div>to create a path and destination&nbsp; of my own ,</div><div>to choose whatever sports suits me ,</div><div>not what other people want me to pretend to be,</div><div>my future endeavor&nbsp; for now are my destination ,</div><div>from my wildest dreams and imagination,</div><div>&nbsp;</div><div>my dreams are for me and for me alone ,</div><div>to create a path and&nbsp; destination&nbsp; of my own ,</div><div>my dream to have a wonderful family will come true,</div><div>and all dreamers dreams will too,</div><div>to be financially&nbsp; stable to provide shelter love and care,</div><div>to those who are ,was and will ever be there,</div><div>&nbsp;</div><div>my dreams are for me and for me alone ,</div><div>to create a path and destination&nbsp; of my own,</div><div>dreams comes with sacrifices and consequences ,</div><div>and these can be extremely tough choices ,</div><div>but with hard work and determination,</div><div>I will make a dramatic arrival to my destination,</div><div>to make a reality of what was once my Imagination,</div><div style="text-align: center;">&nbsp;</div>