My ex-bestfriend

I lost my best friend. One person I could tell everything to. One that would not judge or laugh at me. Now we have not talked... I lost my best friend in one day. Why did he leave me... Was I not good enough... Did he find someone better? So many unanswered questions... Now I go to school and I have this pit in my stomach overfilling my body with guilt. He is so sure he will find someone next school year. I'm not planning I will find someone that soon. If I do then I'm waiting. I will be friends at first, for a while. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I lost one person in one day. I do not think I will ever forget him, or fully be over him. I will always be in love with the person he used to be...