My feelings of her

i feel like she is pushing me away

without saying that i cannot stay

i love her

i get her because she's a girl

she says she loves me 

and that i should let it be

she has a hold of my heart

while i look around pretendin i have a brain  fart

she says she doesn't want to lose me

she wants to be anything but free

she makes my mind swirl 

because i'm  also a girl 

she's the one i fell in love with

it's just hard to tell truth from myth

when  she  says it's nothing 

whenever it could be something

i want to be with her only 

except whenever she acts coldly