My friend heroin

We used to hang out everyday. I did whatever you would say. The days you weren't there, I was blue. you even killed my best friend too. That didn't really matter to me. Thought you loved me unconditionally. With you I could run & hide, Put all of my feelings aside. The pain I thought you took away. Left me with shame everyday Didn't talk to my friends anymore, don't really even know what for. I swore it was you I hated, left my life so complicated. There's no where to run I can speak. You'll even haunt me in my sleep It's pshycological can't break free, heroin you got a hold of me I'm so disgusted & can't say no, now i'm stuck & you won't let go. At first I did you so I could get high & now I need you just to get by. You've left me with nothing else to take, it won't be long now before I break