My Greatest Fear

I miss him too much, I just don't understand. It's just that when I think of him, My heart beats like a drum in a band. He told me he loves me, and I love him, too, I set myself for heartbreak It's just what I do. I keep telling myself this, I need to listen to my mind. I listen to my heart instead, It's really love I want to find. Though, in the end, He doesn't break my heart. I did that by myself, when i realized we had to part. I tell him I miss him every day that I can. I don't want him to think I just got up and ran. He tells me "I know" "I wish you were here." and really, losing him, is my greatest fear.