In My Head

She was unknown to me

In school I wouldn't know who she was

Blonde hair and brown eyes

Average height and stylish

Ms g had taken me in a session

I kept quiet as I never did counseling sessions

Often I wasn't aware of my mixed emotions towards someone

These little people in my head

Ms g was getting to know them

They wondered in my head 24/7

They gave me the idea of worthless, dumb, annoying

It would never stop

These emotions wouldn't drop

I had an encounter with someone

Who promise to not break me

Yet they did

Now I sit and talk and cry to Ms g

My words about betrayal from someone

She listens and says people are unpredictable

A strong word hits my face

She says sometimes our softness is abused

The different examples she tells me

Three times a week in her office

Three moments every week unforgetable

Ms g gave me the idea of controlling these little people

Her presence was known to me

Gaining confidence and ego for myself

The comfort she gave and the balance she had

Each day I wanted to be a person like Ms g

Someone who believes in themself and is striving for what they want

In my head I didn't pity myself

Her lines of you can control how your day will be

Her presence in my life was appreciated

More sessions and more ways of being postive thank you

Ms g is in my heart and we under the same sky

She open these doors I never knew I could go to thank you

Yet she opened her door more importantly thank you

The person in me is glowing thank you