My Heart

all my pain and worry sides in this place me not in your arms is between us space after you hurt and used me to be my self i cant be but slowly im learning to move on in what seems to be a con this life of mine that i talk about is what makes me want to cry out who does God have planned for me and if so whats in it for me will i cherish each moment or argue using metaphors trying to beat around the bush? all i know is i want my heart to mend because each moment i spend i become sad and broken down hurting so bad i cant make a sound oh wishing i knew exactally what my heart wants... heart of mine please say someting...