My heart

There are times in my life where I go through things that I don't want to go through even when I least expect it.
My life has brought me laughter, happiness, joy, pain, anger, betrayal and most of all love.
I always wonder why I get a certain type love that won't last forever. It worries me. It gives me trust issues, even though it's the best feeling anybody can ever feel.
I feel that it's a sign that leads to pain. I'm heartily weak. My heart is gullible enough to fall for anything. I just don't get why I easily get attached to love when it's been betraying me my whole life. What am I looking for? Of course...any kind of love.
I hate to overcome from a broken heart, I can't resist. I just wish he can get ahold of my heart and feel how destroyed and sensitive my heart truly is. His voice brings my soul into relaxation and interest like no other, he brought a lot of joy and beat skippin' in my fragile organism. An organism that you call a heart
Moments don't last forever but new feelings can resolve to make everything better. I just don't know when and I don't know how it will happen