My Heart #FanToFollower

Tue, 04/21/2015 - 00:42 -- Cam_CLD

I really just want to speak a little of what's on my heart, Im not not trying to hurt nobody, im just doing my part, and the only prayer i have right now, is to be used as a dart, to hit a bullseye of the issues that we keep in the dark, and to start,

Ima be honest, i have a deep passion for the youth, and im in my twenties, in God, I take a deep root,

and I am fully persuaded of how real He Is, and all the things that He can do, and all the love that He gives,

It hasnt always been like this, I mean ive had my own struggles.. And I still really do, but my testimony's big, i mean you have no clue, but enough about me I got some problems with you...

Temptations that keep us behind, and trying to avoid all the signs, sex, drugs, money, if you think thats fine.. hah, And yeah that girl is fine...but i aint got time to be wasting time on some girl who wont pay me no mind..

(loud) I'm tryna teach yall somethn... Stay around long enough and ill preach yall somethn.

see, yall didn't get that...

Jesus spoke in parables, so let me give it a whack....

Can a rock look in the eye of another rock and say he's not? Or can a tree grow from just being watered from the top? Or can a man rob God? Uh oh, sorry for the shock...

But these aint no games to me...this is my life, i swear, not no fantasy, and believe you me my point will be made in this reality to the last breath i hallow Thee...

I have a desire to see some change and forgive me if it looks like rage im just tired of things being the same...

im tired of tame-ing , the train, in my mind, in my head, in my brain, because of peoples logics are insane ...its strange, because the answers to our so-called games, are in the 66 book love letter that seems to be going out of fame... Oops did i say something wrong, let me explain...

Im tired of the pain in the world for people who dont want to be apart of God's destiny, I wanna help, but God is testing me, to be patient with the ones pressing me, I'm confessing these, pain filled anguishing love burdeons that strengthen me, to care about these young ones wrestling, the flesh, these lessons, 123 arent helping thee, oh Lord, Ifeel soo helplessy ..that my voice alone won't carry me, so use me as a loud speaker, to speak your word so clear for all to hear, and let every head bow before You and you alone, .......and I want you to steer, cause my license for life is fear, fear itself in the clear,and you're the best driver I know and im being sincere, I just want them to know, that you are truly here...

And my last prayer...

GOD, USE ME AS AN IGNITION TO GET YOUR PEOPLE ON FIRE, TO FUFILL YOUR DESIRE, I KNOW ITS NOT TOO LATE, GOD LET US KNOW YOUR TAKE, AND OPEN OUR EYES TO BE AWAKE TO THE TIMES AT STAKE, LET US KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS.... DROP A FIRE INTO EVERY BELLY OF EVERYONE THAT HEARS THIS WORD THAT LIVES.. GOD I SAY LIGHT IT UP! WITH A BURNING PASSION FOR YOU, TO GO OUT AND MAKE YOU TRUE... AND I BETTER STOP RIGHT HERE BEFORE I START ROUND 2....oh yeah, Amen.

This poem is about: 
Me
My family
My community
My country
Our world

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