My Heart is Going to Explode with Pain... If You Don't Leave Me Alone...

My Heart is Going to Explode with Pain... If You Don't Leave Me Alone... My heart is going to explode with pain My heart and soul falls to pieces out of control I’m drowning so deeply in the pouring rain At times I feel like I’m falling into a deep dark hole I feel so lost and often unable to cope Being bullied is driving me insane I feel like such a fool, like a big total dope Where has my mind gone I often wonder if there’s much hope My gut aches with emptiness Of the pain you’ve caused me through and through When I try to stand up I feel such dizziness The power is often overtaking my soul its true I feel like running so far away So far, far away from this tortured life To be here is not where I intend to stay Isn’t there another place I can turn without the cut of a knife Sometimes I wish God would just take me away This pain hurts so deeply I can’t seem to express my words I feel like running away, so far, far away on any particular day Since I’m often at times uncared about or heard These scars are deeper than my soul can handle Endlessness and hopelessness I feel when I am bullied by you My life gets burnt by your mouths lit candle I can’t help but wonder where I belong or where I became within the air you blew Never to say another word of tortured bullying I shout From the roof tops of buildings I’d wish I’d fall from For once just give me a break, leave me alone, and spit me out Stop treating me as if I were dumb My heart is going to explode with pain My heart and soul falls to pieces out of control I’m drowning so deeply in the pouring rain At times I feel like I’m falling into a deep dark hole My heart is going to explode with pain if you don’t leave me alone and let me be me Written and Copyrights By: Deanna M. Culver March 28, 2013