My Heart Underneath

Through my eyes Your see the fear and pain. A very negative pain that could hurt for life, With nothing more than hate for you. You were my father and yet you cast such A darkness over me. Just because, your crazy dilemma of ADHD. You have cast nothing but a negative slope upon me Sense you was diagnosed with That problem. I tried to distribute love to you, yet closing out the fact That you have lay this Scare upon my body. Addition to me, you added this Painful memory to My three sisters also. There’s a Slight probability that we may forgive you. It’s quit odd when your around me and you ask For a hug. When deep inside that Memory keeping pulsing and pulsing, so I could Just say no and I don’t love you no more. But I can’t say that, because there’s A positive part. There’s an equation, *Hate divided by care = I ♥ you daddy*