My Hell

You know that sick feeling in your stomach when you know you did something wrong? It bugs me. All The Time

Thats My Hell

Like a sickness that doesn't fade. I'm lost in this world of darkness, hoping you'd be my one escape. Until I saw you treat everyone like that. I pushed you away when you tried to help. I will push you away when you try to come back. That's my curse

That's My Hell

I'll never have you when I want you. I'll never want you when I have you. That sick feeling comes back. I don't talk to you when I have these problems. I bottle them up and hope they fade

That's My Hell

Hoping I could spend all day safe in the comfort of your arms, just to walk out in a raging war. I can't help myself. You can't help me. I wander in a world of false lies and false love. You lied when you said you'd be there for me

That's My Hell

Wanting to just talk and rid myself of the pain. Wanting to finally smile. To feel emotions. To crawl out from the rock I buried myself under. . .

That's My Heaven

That sick feeling still comes back. I usually push people away though I hate to be alone. In the end, I cry. I tell myself this and can't uphold it. Can't uphold what? I lost everything. I lost you. I'm never safe from the darkness that haunts me. You know that sick feeling you get when you know you did something wrong? It bugs me. All The Time

That's My Hell