My honest poem

I was born on October 27th 2000 which means im a Scorpio I still haven't learned what that means I'm about 5'4 maybe I don't know how to swim but I know how to make someone smile even if they don't want to im still learning how to whistle I usually just blow air I was born head first cause you got to keep your head in the game I love lemonade reminds me of summer I've been told i give really bad hugs Some say seems like im trying to runaway sometimes cause I am I get scared when someone is to close and they can hear me breath I never been in love but I seen it in my parents they show it every day cause love is scary see relationships have a way of  reminding you of your fears or falling because im afraid  that the moment my body hits the ground im clumsy yesterday I tripped over my self esteem landed on my pride and it shattered like and iphone with a broken face now I can't tell Who's trying to hug me i never been in the military but I have this purple heart i got from beating myself up over things I can't fix I have a skeleton in my closet that still hasn't turned to dust im still afraid hi, my name is Dashawna I enjoy singing being with my family and writing mostly poetry and watching people laugh for no reason but I never allow myself to cry as much as I need to I don't know much but i do know that heaven is full of music an on God listens to my heart beat on his iPhone because it reminds him that we still got work to do