My Imagination

I pretend to die Its an obsession I imagine People will care But i know The truth of the matter is Ill pass out unnoticed My mistakes own me They control my thoughts My actions My life I lost everything that night The night i lost everyone Because of a decision Now im losing more Youre proving to me How much you care I know only my sister cares And shes 4 You should but you would let me Die You know you would Indifferent as you are Poison Would be the easiest way to go But a gunshot would be dramatic And you know im one for the dramatic