My Inside

I'm on my own
You never loved me
Now I pay the consequences
And you just walk away

I messed up
I fell for you
I never had a chance

To my so called "BFF"
This was wrong of you
I'm hurt
You did it purposely

I had him first
He was my one joy
And now as i sit and wait
You think that this is part of you
This is none of your business
This is between me and him

You maybe the Girlfriend
But I will always be his first
And I will always love him

I know you girl
Once you've had your fun
Your done
I wont let you do that to him

I love you both
But girl I will choose him over you

I'm sorry to say
But that's how it will be

I love you sis
But I love him more