My Last

Maybe this will help

My last relationship took me a year and some change to get over

the relationship didn't last long 

but there was so many emotions and much love felt

I will honestly say I was in love

There is something that happened between us thats hard to explain

which is why I had thoughts of marriage

I realized that I wanted to be with her forever

we were doing great until one random day

I remember this day like it was yesterday

I was shoveling my neighbors driveway

when I get a text from her asking if we could talk

never a good thing but I said yes

she had told me how she loved someone else

so to clarify I asked how much on a scale of 1-10

she told me 8.5

that broke me 

I think more because it was so random

an 8.5 and you have only met this person about 3 times

well from that day on my trust was all types of messed up

I don't mean to get so jealous and angry when people like him come around.

I love you with all of me

and I know you aren't going anywhere

but in the back of my mind this day plays 

Im just scared

scared that you will find someone better and leave me out in the dust

I know youre not her and will never be her

and I know it isnt fair for me to say that

Its just hard

you know put all my trust in her 

I love you and I trust you whole heartedly

so I will do my best to get over it 

I don't want to lose you because you mean the absolute world to me.

I love you