My Life

Throught my whole life there is truly one thing that i can't go on without

It's nothing that anyone would think

its not a book

or my best friend 

its nothing you can 

see 

touch 

feel or 

taste 

The thng that i cannot live without 

is my knowledge and faith that there is someone upstairs

the person that molded the beautiful nightmare that i call my life

th ups and downs

the days i cried

the days that i laughed so loud that milk snorted out my nose

the one that molded my best friend 

the one that completes me

i know that the day that i would lose that knowledge 

i know that i would not be able to fully fufill my life

my life is based on the knowldge that there is someone in control

that no matter what i do i can never be in control 

That gives me the fufillment to feel like i am complete 

that is the one thing i cannot live without