my life

The things I've seen will scar me for life, growing up I've seen wrong and very little of right, I hear a sad song and tears roll down my face, I look in the mirror and feel so out of place, I don't want to become something larger than life, I want to become something real and so right, do they understand am I understood, can life be better I wish that it could, before I make a decision I always think twice, they say what can I do to help you feel better I say nothing because this is my life