My List of Regrets

If I could I would;

I would take it all back.

Clarify exactly what I meant.

How I truly felt.

I would of never shown any weakness.

I would of never been so open.

My broken heart, and open would only pushed you away.

Love didn't make you stay.

Even though it wasn't real.

I never loved you.

It was a mistake for me to even say that.

I didn't mean a word.

I never loved you,

but I pushed you away.

And each time you came back I started to become weaker.

You knew what you were doing,

but I knew better.

Now I just wonder how we wouuld be.

If I never lied to you,

and you never left me...