My lonely

its in my lonely 

that I realize how I am frail and boney

how harsh I am to me,how my heart is stony

it is in my lonely

that I confront my phony

masks get dropped and the acting gets chopped

who is my director why this he propped?

for me 

why the truth I can't see

self acceptence seems so far and I stay chained not free

why is so hard for a girl in America herself to be

busy chopping each other down we can't even plant a tree

it is in my lonely 

that I see how everything is grey 

and how far from my actual self I sway 

it is in my lonely 

that I realize as time passes how much I fray

I know I am mortal and I am not here to stay

forever 

so I know I have to be more clever

thats when I quickly pull that lever 

wake up to heavy weight unloaded 

secret to self love decoded

gather the pieces that eroded

start over 

revival of the self is a must 

it all starts with a little trust 

it is in my lonely 

that I happily found I 

it is in my lonely 

that I learned to soar in the sky